The Lies I Hold Onto

Did I ever tell you that I lie?
You always told me that you'd try
To make me smile sometimes

Did I ever tell you that I tried
To fake a smile for you sometimes
So that you'd know I try.

You always told me that you liked
The way I played with your hands.
I always told you that I liked
The way I played with your hands.

Did I ever tell you that I cry
Did I, did I...

I memorize all the time that we're together
I lie awake at night and memorize
I lie awake to pass the time

tired, tired, so tired of waiting
you didn't come
you didn't come
you didn't come

Cut to the bone my fingers shiver
Cut to the bone where are you now?
Cut to the bone I love you still
I lie awake to pass the time

Did I ever tell you that I lie?
I lie awake to pass the time.
You always told me that you'd try
To make me smile sometimes.