against my will

always things you said
words that only you would tell me
crazy things so small but brings
memories of you into everything

and when i look behind i find
i thought you'd always be mine
you're closing around me still
i love you against my will

you sat down beside me
held my hand and looked into my eyes
you said you'd always be mine
and i believe that lie

and when i see us now somehow
i don't understand why or how
you're closing around me still
i love you against my will